I miss my eating disorder something terrible.  I know that with big life changes (like leaving a job, moving house, etc. etc.) are going to make me want to go back.  I know this, and I should be on top of it — following my meal plan, using my support system, talking about my “feelings.”

But dammit if I don’t just want to say “screw it” and plan out my next week’s worth of meals in an attempt to lose a few more pounds.


4 thoughts on “Nostalgic

  1. It’s normal to miss something that has been such a significant part of your life. I believe you can push past this and continue fighting the urge to use disordered behaviors. You’re incredibly strong. <3

  2. I know exactly how you feel. Giving up everything you have known for years, even if it is for the better, is still very hard. Don’t loose sight of the benefits of taking this journey as well <3

  3. I thought about this post today and wanted to let you know that your beautiful honesty helped give me the push I needed to be open about the help that I need. You are so brave. Thank you :)

    • I am so glad that you found something positive in this post to inspire you! I always worry about how “depressing” some of my posts are, but it’s a relief to see that even my crappy posts can have a positive outcome. Good for you! I’m following your blog now and can’t wait to read more about your journey!

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